Depression Quote #6639722
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I'm sorry I am not perfect. I'm sorry I cut. I'm

I'm sorry I am not perfect.
I'm sorry I cut.
I'm sorry I break my promises.
I'm sorry I want to give up.
I'm sorry I want to die.
I'm sorry I want to kill myself.
I'm sorry I hide my emotions.
I'm sorry I lie and say I'm fine.
I'm sorry I am pushing you away.

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lillan122 1 decade ago

Aww u ok?

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bettyann123 1 decade ago

Not really, but I'll be fine hopefully :L

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lillan122 1 decade ago

It'll be ok, dont worry child heavens got a plan for you!

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bettyann123 1 decade ago

haha lol :) thanks :) x

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lillan122 1 decade ago

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doublesidedice 1 decade ago

Please don't be sorry....just try :) anyways I'm here for you to vent....all the time <3

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bettyann123 1 decade ago

Thanks <3

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doublesidedice 1 decade ago

Anytime...so how are you?

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bettyann123 1 decade ago

honestly, I'm annoyed, tired, fustrated, angry, sad, depressed, hungry, etc. you?

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doublesidedice 1 decade ago

What's wrong? And go eat....I'm bored and trying to do some homework but Internet keeps calling me away :)

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bettyann123 1 decade ago

well my bipolar and social anxiety thought it would be a good day to act up. I would eat but I can't. and lol fair enough. I always leave homework until the last minute :P

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doublesidedice 1 decade ago

Oh. Well if it makes you feel better I yelled at a jerk in Spanish for saying dance isn't a sport? I know that doesn't help much....and why can't you eat?

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bettyann123 1 decade ago

LOL! that's something I would do. I mean dance is like my life! and I have an eating disorder and the thought of food makes me want to throw up :L

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doublesidedice 1 decade ago

Haha yeah! High five to dance! And just start a little at a time....eating enough is good for you. Just eat healthy and not too much. But not eating is bad

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bettyann123 1 decade ago

haha lol! I am recovering - I think, I mean I'm eating an apple a day which is more than I was eating.

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doublesidedice 1 decade ago

That's good! At least you're getting better :) I'm still recovering from self-harm but I love food too much <3

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bettyann123 1 decade ago

thanks :) you too! I wish I could stop selfharming- but I've become addicted to pain- that sounds so stupid- but I have but I really need to stop if I want to follow my dreams and have my dream career. x

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doublesidedice 1 decade ago

Same...I don't do it deep though because I don't want permanent scars so my cousins don't call me weak for falling to that

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bettyann123 1 decade ago

same but I do sometimes do it really deep, but I've got to avoid it when I can because I've got a really over-protective brother and he has enough to deal with without me adding to it.

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doublesidedice 1 decade ago

:'( I know the feeling. My entire family is over-protective and they just need to back off. They just out more pressure on me by being so protective

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bettyann123 1 decade ago

Yeah! and they just don't get the more they go on about stuff or nag, It just puts more pressure on us, to be what they want us to be or do what they want when really all you want to do is break down and cry.

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doublesidedice 1 decade ago

I know! It's probably easier for you though because you can cry....I never cry more than 3 times a year and it sucks

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bettyann123 1 decade ago

pfft I wish. I've either got my brother breathing down my neck, my mum nagging me, or I'm at school -.- crying isn't an option for me anymore. I've got to be strong.

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doublesidedice 1 decade ago

Oh. It's an option for me....I just can't. I've tried to let it all out and cry until my pillows wet...I can't cry. I've gotten so used to being tough that I can't let it go anymore

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bettyann123 1 decade ago

same :( I seriously hate it :L anyway weird question are you part of any fandoms?? - its weird I know but still :P

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doublesidedice 1 decade ago

Haha no problem. I actually love weird questions but not really. I'm in love with many celebrities but I'm not part of any fandoms....what about you?

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bettyann123 1 decade ago

lol I blurt out the most randomiest things. and yeah I'm a dedicated Potterhead. I like percy jackson. the hunger games. maxium ride. - I'm a bit of a nerd. but hey the world needs nerds!!

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doublesidedice 1 decade ago

Haha nice and yes. The world needs more nerds because they're the smart ones that don't f/ck everything up :) and Percy Jackson series are amazing and the guy that plays him in the movie is hot

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bettyann123 1 decade ago

yep, except I have no common sense :L and I know!! I literally cried at the end of Mark of Athena! and Logan Lerman Is just awesome! except they changed loads in the films :L and now I'm rambling like a fangirl- wait I am a fangirl- meh oh well.

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doublesidedice 1 decade ago

Oh I know! It was so awesome but they took away half of the characters! I was so mad at that! But common sense isn't too common so it's not really common sense...

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bettyann123 1 decade ago

I know but in the nest film Clarisse's gonna be there! and I know they should re-name it to something like Rare-Sense :L so where you from?

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doublesidedice 1 decade ago

Yay! And they really should! I'm from Georgia, USA and wanting to move out sooooo bad because I don't care for where I live...what about you?

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bettyann123 1 decade ago

cool! I live in Walrs (UK) but I was born in england. so my mums welsh my dads english. my grandfather is norweign. so that means I can speak english, some welsh, part norweign and I'm quite fluent in greek- we always spent holidays over there so I picked it up

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doublesidedice 1 decade ago

Cool! I've always wanted to visit Greece and wales and Norway...I've been to England twice though and I love it. I'm quite fluent in Arabic though because I always go to Lebanon for the summer...both of my parents are from there and I wanna move there so bad

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bettyann123 1 decade ago

awesome!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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doublesidedice 1 decade ago

Haha I guess....it works a lot when you wanna talk about someone with a family member and the person you're talking about doesn't understand you xD

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bettyann123 1 decade ago

yeah, I do that but in greek. its really funny because they ask me how to say things but I give them something completely different xD

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doublesidedice 1 decade ago

Haha I know! I once cursed a guy out in Arabic but used a really nice tone to do so. The teacher asked what I said and I said I was giving him compliments.....xD funniest thing ever

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bettyann123 1 decade ago

LOL! I've so gotta do that!

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doublesidedice 1 decade ago

Haha....yeah. It's really fun and you don't have to hold it all in :)

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bettyann123 1 decade ago

Thanks :)

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bettyann123 1 decade ago

Thanks :)

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doublesidedice 1 decade ago

Anytime Hun <3 so how was your day today?

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bettyann123 1 decade ago

it was okay I guess, yours?

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doublesidedice 1 decade ago

Better than yesterday. Could use room for improvement though...

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bettyann123 1 decade ago

good :) and everyday is like that for me :L

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doublesidedice 1 decade ago

Yeah...I used to find the good in my days. I'm just getting depressed now :/

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bettyann123 1 decade ago

yep and it sucks :L sometimes I wonder what the point in staying here- living- is. :L

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doublesidedice 1 decade ago

Sam...then I think of my friends and stay for them

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bettyann123 1 decade ago

same, but now its getting harder, they're all joking around calling me lazy and fat and stuff but I'm really starting to hate them even though I know they're joking :L

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doublesidedice 1 decade ago

Then tell them how it makes you feel! If they still don't stop look for other friends cause they're not real if they don't stop

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bettyann123 1 decade ago

I'm going to :L they pretty much ignored me all day today. :(

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doublesidedice 1 decade ago

:( that's not good! You deserve much better than that! Whyw pull they ignore you anyways!? You're so nice and all <3

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bettyann123 1 decade ago

I know, and I'm not sure, and thanks you too! <3