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You know that feeling where your body starts to shut down, but

You know that feeling where your body starts to shut down, but not beccause you are sick: because you are stressed and upset and you reach the point where you just don't even know what to do.

For me, today was that day. I even had to skip class because my body couldn't handle it. I was done. I had so much on my mind and I was up so late last night thinking and crying that I just physically NEEDED to lie in bed. 

Some of you will probably judge and say I'm being dramatic but I'm not, I just finally reached a breaking point. I think that overthinking led me. I finally analyzed EVERYTHING that happened this year, even just these past few months, hell these past few weeks. I came to a conclusion though, I have to stop blaming everybody else and just accept thee fact that it is me. I am the cause and I am the reason for all of my problems, failed relationships, hell I'm the reason I am the way I am. Not saying I like but just saying that's what it is. 

I feel like people say that you need to share the way you feel with others but I can't A) who I would share with and B) if I could find someone to share with there is NO way that they will understand everything going through my head and they will most definitely think that I am crazy. 

I feel broken, not my heart; everything: my whole body, just me. And it wasn't a clean break it was shattering and I lost so many pieces along the way. There is no coming back from this...I am what I am.
 

6 Comments

jessx1223xgal 1 decade ago
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I was reading this, and it described exactly how I feel. Everyone has a breaking point, you're not being dramatic at all. I've been through a lot this past year as well, and it really just took everything out of me :/ Girl, I'm not saying I know exactly what you're going through, but I can help. Whenever you feel ready to talk, I'm here <3
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Hopelessinluv 1 decade ago
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I'm so glad to know that I am not alone in this and all of your support is so appreciated!! I really appreciate that everyone is willing to talk and one of these days when I can adjust a little better I will definitely take you guys up on talking. Thanks again for being there!
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jessx1223xgal 1 decade ago
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No problem, you're definetely not alone<3
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doublesidedice 1 decade ago
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I really understand you. It happened yesterday to me...the girl who could take anything.....that was never true. So if you wanna let it out I understand...come to me though<3
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Hopelessinluv 1 decade ago
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Thank you so so much I really appreciate that! Today it's a little to much to take in but I may take you up on that when I can talk about it, THANK YOU
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doublesidedice 1 decade ago
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Anytime <3 and whenever you're ready I'm here
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