You're unhappy with your life. You think everything is going
all wrong and that nothing will ever get better. You've hit
rock bottom. All the bullying caused you to spiral into a deep
depression. You know it's time. You go home, and write your
suicide note. You head for the bathroom, open the medicine
cabinet, and grab the bottle of pills. You're ready to leave,
thinking nobody will care if you were gone. But you know
what...you're wrong. What will your parents do when they come
home to find there precious baby girl, gone? They'll start to
blame themselves. Your mother breaks down. She doesn't know
what because she's in such a state of shock.Your father? The
one who never cries? He's been bawling for the past week, and
hasn't shown up for work. Your little sister is too young to
know exactly what you did..but she know's you're not
coming back. You were her role model...she looked up to you. And
you let her down. She sits in the corner at school, alone, every
single day. She distanced herself from all her friends, and goes
to therapy every day after school. Your bestfriend? She thought
it was her fault for not seeing the signs. She cries herself to
sleep every single night. She hasn't eaten anything in a
week, and developed an eating disorder. The boy that used to
bully you? He ran away from home, and hasn't been seen or
heard from since. Your teacher? She quit her job because she knew
she couldn't handle ever seeing another student go through
the same thing. The kid you had a crush on? The one you thought
would never like you back? He had a major crush on you since the
third grade, but was too nervous to say anything, fearing what
you would have said. Him? Yeah, he started to cut himself...every
day. Everybody in the town came to your funeral. They were all in
hysterics, knowing that the girl who's made a difference in
everyone she knew's life...was now gone. Two years later,
people still haven't forgotten what happened. You're
gone. And you can't ever take back what you did. And
that's the problem. Suicide isn't the answer. Nobody ever
deserves to be in that much pain where you feel the need to kill
yourself. Life is so precious, and you have so much more to live
for, than to give up your life because of the things people say
to you. Think of all the things you can accomplish in the future.
Middle school, and High school are such a small chapter in your
life, and in the future, you can look back and think to yourself,
'You know what, I made it'. Because you did. If you think
nobody cares you are certainly wrong. Because people do care, and
if you ever need a shoulder to lean on, I'll be here. Suicide
is a permanant answer to a temporary problem. Once you're
gone, theres no coming back. So chin up beautiful, because
I'm telling you,
You're worth
it.