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Go ahead and mention my child, The one that died you know. Don't
Go ahead and mention my child,
The one that died you know.
Don't worry about hurting me further.
The depth of my pain doesn't show.
Don't worry about making me cry
I'm already crying inside.
Help me to heal by releasing
The tears that I try to hide.
I'm hurt when you just keep silent,
Pretending he didn't exist.
I'd rather you mention my child,
Knowing that he has been missed.
You ask me how I am doing.
I say "pretty good" or "fine".
But healing is something ongoing
I feel it will take a lifetime.
Mommy misses you so much Aydenn. Words cant even explain..
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i dont understand how you expect me to just get over my firsts childs death?! He was my first child! I carried him for nine months!! I was suppose to come home with TWO little babies that day, instead i came home with ONE!! Your not a parent, you dont know what its like to lose a child! He was my child. My son. My angel. My everything. He meant the world to me. Id do anything just to hear him cry, see him open his eyes, hold his little body in my arms one more time. I was starting to cope with this, until you had to throw it up in my face that i did something wrong and thats why my son isnt here with me anymore.. I tried my best, your not making this any easier for me.. I miss him too. Just as much as you do. But your not his parent. You dont understand how it feels.. I really would do anything. Id give my life for him to be here and be healthy and alive, but thats not how it works... I messed up. I know. And thats why I dont have my son here.. No need to tell me anymore.. </3
I try not to cry in front of my son. I try to wait until he has gone to sleep at night, or when hes with his father. I dont want my little boy to see me cry, in his head he thinks im this strong women that can go through anything and still keep a smile on my face. I dont know if he will ever be able to understand this.. I dont know what hes gonna think when he gets older and wonders why his father and I arnt together, or why he has to go to a cemetary to visit with his brother.. I just dont know.. </3
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Format by destabilise. It is terrifying to think that one day you will trust somebody enough to let them see you naked. You will undress and remind them that you’ve stretch marks and birth marks and scars from having chicken pox when you were little and scars from all of the other things now. You will blush thousands of shades of red, painting yourself as a rose losing its petals. And that person - that person will take it all in. And I wonder if they will reassure you. But mostly, I wonder if they will even see anything worth reassuring you about. I hope they see each freckle on your back as if it’s a star and you are the whole universe to them. — K.P.K
Format by destabilise. You must learn her. You must know the reason why she is silent. You must trace her weakest spots. You must write to her. You must remind her that you are there. You must know how long it takes for her to give up. You must be there to hold her when she is about to. You must love her because many have tried and failed. And she wants to know that she is worthy to be loved, that she is worthy to be kept. And, this is how you keep her. — Junot Diaz, This Is How You Lose Her
I always said I’d be happier alone. I’d have my friends, my work. But someone in your life all the time is more trouble than it’s worth, but apparently I got over it. … There’s a reason I said I’d be happy alone. It wasn’t because I thought I’d be happy alone. It was because I thought if I love someone and it fell apart, I might not make it. It’s easier to be alone because what if you learn you need love and then you don’t have it? What if you like it and lean on it? What if you shape your life around it and then it falls apart? Can you even survive that kind of pain? Loosing love is like organ damage. It’s like dying. The only difference is death ends. This could go on forever. GREY'S ANATOMY
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