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I know everyone hates these kind of quotes. And I promised myself

I know everyone hates these kind of quotes.
And I promised myself I wouldn't make one, EVER.
But, as of today, I'm breaking that promise.
*ahem*
Hi, I'm Noah (as far as you know...), and I think I'm cracking, or maybe just crazy...
I've been having trouble sleeping, for whatever reason, (it's been getting better though) and it's starting to affect me. 
Also, I've been getting these weird mood-swings, like everything is happy happy joy joy, and then BOOM: I'm really sad, or I feel nothing. It's been freaking. me. out. (Oh, and these thoughts are never suicidal, and they never make me want to self harm or anything, by the way.) Another thing: I get super frustrated, like I'll drop a pen on accident, and that'll make me pick it up and throw it accross that room and be like "UGH! STUPID PEN!" and sometimes it'll make me get all teary eyed. 
But see, what scares me is that my life is great. My grades have taken a turn for the better (except for one, but I'm working on it), my parents never fight, me and my sister love each other and get along great, no one I know has died recently, and I'm not fighting with anyone. So what's wrong? Absoutely nothing; and that's the problem. You'd think that there would be a reason for this, but I can't find one. 
If anyone has ever experienced this, please tell me below, so that I can get a feel for what's going on. I'd like to fix it, if possible, because it's a horrid feeling.

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BlueDanubeWaltz 1 decade ago
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I know that maybe it's hard to believe in sometimes, but you're really not on your own. Many people face this problem. I experience all the things you've mentioned and I also get extremely mad, over nothing specific. And it's hard to fix the problem because there is NO problem : life is great and you try to remind it to yourself all the time, but then when the mood swings come, you can't do anything. Just so you know, there is nothing wrong with you, and I know it's hard to sleep with all those thoughts racing but keep on maintaining your optimistic view. I'm so happy to hear you don't have any suicidal thoughts. But the best thing to do is to talk with someone about it and even consider treatment. I know it seems like the end of the world, but I believe in you. Today I started treatment. If I can do it, so can you. And I believe we'd get through it (:
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wowurcrazy 1 decade ago
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thanks :) it hasn't happened in a while, so that's good!
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doublesidedice 1 decade ago
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I'm have and my friend darkeyeangel is going through it right now. You gotta find something wrong... I know when my life was perfect it started because everything was too good so I'd focus On all the tiny bad things...
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wowurcrazy 1 decade ago
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omg thank you somone who gets this!
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doublesidedice 1 decade ago
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Anytime Hun... If you ever need anything just come to me <3 I understand what you're going through
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stand_still_look_pretty 1 decade ago
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Im going through the same thing the only difference is im having friend issues but i wouldnt freak out about how ur feeling it doesnt just go away either u just have to cope with it
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wowurcrazy 1 decade ago
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ok thank you :) i'm glad there are other people, because I thought i was going nuts!
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stand_still_look_pretty 1 decade ago
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haha yea i havee it now but i go through so many times im glad i could help if u need anything else im here <3and i understand what its like
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