I can't picture anyone daydreaming about me. I can't

I can't picture anyone daydreaming about me.
I can't picture someone thinking about me when they're laying in bed before they fall asleep.
I can't picture anyone telling their friends about me.
I can't picture anyone getting butterflies because I hugged them,
or even just because I made eye contact with them.
I can't picture someone smiling because my name lit up their phone.
I just can't.