i've become the worst version of myself

Stay strong baby. Please just stay strong and don't give up. I know sometimes it feels like the whole world has turned their backs on you and that you are alone and you don't even recognize yourself anymore. Don't worry, just keep doing what you were doing before you started feeling this way. Fight through it. Don't let it take over you or your life anymore then it has. Please, for me. Stay strong for me if you don't have anyone else to be strong and fix yourself for. It gets better, I promise, you still realize one day that you have returned.

Thank you so much that means alot <3 im here for you as well :)