i wish i could find words
to write a poem or a song or a quote
to
express this RAGE
AND sadness and hurt,
but most of
all, this
LONeliness
that won't leave me alone.
i keep thinking that if i did, the voice inside my head
saying
"just kill yourself"
would go a w a y
but i know that if i did, i
would hurt you.
so i keep it all
inside
- - - - - - and let it hurt me instead.