okay
so i saw this on tumblr and couldn't tell you guys on here
about it oh my god..
"You asked me how depression felt...
it feels like you're walking
upstream through a current strong enough to pull you under
four
times over. There are others with you but they are walking
along the banks telling you to
"just get out of the water". But instead of
extending a hand in help they just move on and
leave you behind. Every once in a while you find a rock
strong enough to lean on and you
can rest for a while. But the rocks always get tired of
holding you up and when they let go
you're left drowning, thrown 50ft back again. And
nothing is harder than standing up in that
current when everything in you is telling you how much
easier things would be if you just
let yourself get dragged on under.