I'm just so tired. I'm so tired of waking up every morning with

I'm just so tired.
I'm so tired of waking up every morning with a heavy heart and lump in my throat.
I'm so tired of seeing people happy when I can't remember what happy feels like.
I'm so tired of going down to my room every night feeling empty and sad.
I'm so tired of laying in bed trying to fight off the tears.
I'm so tired of my haunted dreams.
I'm just so tired.
goodnight.