wittians! please help!:
i like this guy. we've gone out before, but we're really close
still.
i think i heard him admit to liking me. i'm freaking out. i'm
inexperienced when it comes to dating and i accidentally dumped
him wothout realizing what i was doing...
now he thinks i'll dump him again if we go out. i catch him
looking at me often in the few classes we have together. i hate
admitting this. hate it. i'm a cutter......
i have a journal that i write in when my emotions are mixing
around. i'm also a writer, and last night i was blowing up with
ideas. i grabbed a random notebook, and wrote. unfortunately,
that notebook was very important journal. i wrote my feelings in
it later on that night (including those about my cutting and
feelings for him). this morning, before i went to school, i
quickly grabbed the journal filled with my imaginary words and
ripped out the pages written on. i fear i may have ripped out the
pages containing certain information, because when i went to
write again tonight those specific pages are gone. id stapled all
the pages together and given them to him and asked him for his
opinion.
what should i do?
any advice would be helpful... please help me.
Are they embarrassing stuff? Or personal stuff? Or about him?
And don't get nervous just be you he likes you for you, and ask him what does he think about it? But trust me just be you act like nothing happened and everything will be alright :)
Thank you, most people don't even bother, thank you soo much.