I fell In love With Mickey Mouse (literally)
Chapter 3
Just when you lose hope in love, someone changes your mind
Chapter 3
Just when you lose hope in love, someone changes your mind
"Prove it then." Roger dared
"Fine!" I said
I stood in front of him and gently grabbed the top of my skirt. I quickly looked up to notice that he was staring at me. It made me feel tingly to see him look at me like that; like he was the fishermen and I was the fish. Little did he know that his bait was about to bite him in the as. I flashed a devilish smile and kneed him in his thing. He rolled back on the floor and crawled up in a fetus position. I burst into evil girlish laughter. He growled and stared at me with childish eyes.
"Thats not funny" He whined. Still looking like a paralyzed penguin. I stopped laughing.
"Roger are you okay?" I asked feeling a little guilty. He shook his head.
"Here let me help you get up" I offered my hand.
He slowly reached up and grabbed my hand and smiled. I knew what he was about to do. Being that Roger was a heavy weight wrestler there was no way I could escape his grasp now. He yanked me down rolled on top of me and pinned my wrists to the ground.
"Should I be afraid?" I asked raising my eyebrows. He leaned down being only a few inches away from my face.
"Very." He smirked. I tried to kick him again but his weight didn't let me. He snorted while a squirmed like a worm desperatly trying to break free from his hold. After several failed attempts I just layed there and closed my eyes. I figured he would get bored of me just laying there and let go. I laid there for nearly seven minutes. Roger rarely moved but when he did I got goosebumps. When he felt safeenough he let go of my hands. Since I felt too tired to get up I just laid there hoping that he would carry me to bed like my dad did when I was little. Instead Roger stroked my arms. Again I was too tired to protest and besides it felt good. He slowly knelt down and soon enough I felt his warm but peircing breath on my neck. I had more goosebumps and I was sure that my cheeks were red. I did not put up a fight. Not because I was tired, but simply because this felt too good. No guy has ever done that to me. Also I wanted to see how far he would go. He didn't touch me or kiss me. He just left a trail of warm breaths all over my neck and God it drove me crazy. Then he just stopped. I laid there for around a minute wondering what he was doing. I felt like a tree waiting for thunder to strike. With out a warning he bent down and bit my neck. I gasped and jerked up. Oh god I felt embarased. I avoided all eye contact and tried to catch my breath. God what would I tell him? Why did I react the way I did?
"I'm sorry...its just that you didn't say anything so I assumed you liked it, I didn't mean to hurt you." He said
"You didn't hurt me Roger, you just suprised me." I giggled
"So you did like it?" He asked
"Liked it? I loved it." I blurted without thinking. Oh gosh why did I say that? He grinned and scooted closer to me. I was torn in two parts. One wanted to sleep and the other wanted him. But I wasn't sure why I felt the way I did. I never thought of Roger more than a friend and the sick thing is I still couldn't think of him being more than a friend. Even though it felt good, Roger was no more than a friend and he would always stay that way. I usually did what I thought was the right thing. Even when it was the thing I wanted the least. I wasn't planning to change that. But how was I supposed to tell him? Especially after what I just said. Before either of us could say anything, the door swang open. It was Spencer! Oh thank God. I thought as I ran up to hug her avoiding any contact with Roger.
"Yay your home!" I hugged her really tight.
"I was only gone for an hour." She laughed hugging me back. Spencer put her bag down and stared at us.
"Did you have fun" I asked
"Lots, oh by the way you and I are going to a beach party tomorrow!" She said. I would pound her with thousands of questions asking how and why we are going . But now I just wanted to sleep.
"Ok." I said. Being shocked that I didn't ask anything Spencer shifted her eyes back and forth between Roger and I.
"What did you two do while I was gone?" She questioned with a raised eyebrow
"Nothing, we did nothing...right Rog?" I blurted He smiled and said:
"We'll I wouldn't really consider watching your friend puke nothing." Oh thank God Roger didn't mention the "thing"
After a moment of awkward silence Roger said:
"Well..I am going to my room to sleep." He said as he kissed both of us goodbye.
"What was up with him?" Spencer asked
"No clue" I shrugged and got into bed. As we both layed in bed together I listened to Spencer tell me all about her new boy friend. Spencer had a habit of giving every single detail so I got bored very easily. But, I knew how important it was for her to that I listen so I did my very best. Every now and then I'd fall asleep but her excited voice would wake me up. I acted interested in her story; but in the inside I wished she would sleep so that I could sleep too. I had insomnia so if i didn't sleep at the time I was tired than I wouldn't be able to sleep at all. Sadly, this is what happened to me tonight. Spencer fell asleep and I couldn't even shut my eyes. I felt so angry and confused at the same time. Angry that I couldn't sleep and confused about what happened with Roger. I figured that laying in bed would do me no good. So, I went to the balcony climbed down the stairs shaped like the carpet in Aladin's lamp. There wasn't as many people as there was in the morning. There were mostly couples and securities. I sat on a bench and felt the fresh California wind blowing on my face. I noticed a little girl holding her dad's hand and my heart sank to my stomach. Whenever I dreamed of this place, I always imagined that my father would be with me and not in Afganstan.
"Its not the same without you dad." I whispered as more tears slipped. God, I missed him so much! He had been deployed nearly ten months ago. I had to wait an entire year to see him again, that is if I got to see him again. I closed my eyes and leaned back on the bench. I felt a puffy fabric on my cheek wiping off my tear. I opened my eyes to find Mickey mouse sitting next to me.
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