Oh.my.God.....u spoke what i have thought for the longest time..that, that is a true frined...i try to tell my BFF (now ex-BFF) that all the time and she got mad at me like "i just wanted to swatch my show! Shut up!" And im like txting her cutting/crying in my bedroom closet...thinking abt what made me first cry and then how she was suppose to be my best frined..the girl i use to look up to is telling me to bud off...when i need her the most...she doesnt get the honor of being wanted...every human being wants to be needed...and i gave that to her and she shoved it back to my face...sorry,not ranting really, im good now..that was a few months back...but yeah...i hear/get ya girl friend

yeah...same... she was my friend...she was my twin...shes a junior im a sophomore...a freshman comes into the picture...my "depression" state is gone... this girl who i dont care for....took my place...she was a come and go friend...she saved me from my depression...but now she just worries abt the other girl....she tells me how im her 3rd favorite friend...now, i know im not 1st...cuz that friend I LOVE TO DEATH more than the ex-bff...and that 1st is also a junior....but that b.tch is her second...and im third...its like she doesnt even remember last yr....when ppl called us inseparatable and twinz....now thats her and the other girl..."OH WE ARE SO MUCH LIKE TWINZ!! ^_^"..shut up!! -_-...cuz that we me and her..NOT U!!... u know??... so yeah...kinda the same... it hurts a LOT..being replaced.... but my bf and that one girl (1sty) helped me a lot.... im better now...i just dont like either of those girls now....but i deal with them...czu they are the only friends who even try to hang out with me or have a social life with...my sophomore friends arent true... my friends r freshman...and juniors... life sux as we know it.....hang in there girl...i didnt mean to rant on ya... and yeah..i cant either..i want to hide from ppl..like how i use to..i want to shun the world..but i cant..cuz then i wont have a bf anymore...and then i wont have this new bff i have (1sty girl)... but other than that..i walk in the shadows of my peers...and basically secretly hide by being open u know??... does that make sense??... just, hang in there...there is a reason u r here...and u got this!!..what makes me feel better sometimes when i want to end it all..and i feel like a loser and a failure..is to know i won one race for sure... a race against thousands...i was the that won... my first and most important race of my life...that gave me my life....i won... idk..kinda weird i guess...but it always makes me feel better