It's been 8
months and 3 days since you went to be with God and his angels. I
miss you so much. I wish you knew how much I truly miss you. You
were always there for me when I needed you the most. You always
kept me safe and did what was best for me. You where the only man
in my life that I actually loved me with all my heart. I hated
that you had to leave me so soon. I wanted you to walk me down
the aisle when I get married. I wanted you to be there for me
when I had your great grandkids. I wanted you to raise them
to be just like you the way you did for me. I wanted you to do so
much. But now you can't and I all I feel is sadness. There
isn't a day that goes by that I don't think about you and
all the memories we had. I miss them. I wish you were still here
to hold me and tell me things will be okay. I want you to kiss my
head and tell me you you love me one more time. I would kill just
to see you one last time, to see your beautiful face one more
time. Just to hear you yell at me for not listening or just to
hear you say hi to me one more time. It hurts so much knowing you
aren't here anymore to protect me. I lost a huge part of my
heart the day you left this earth to go be God. I miss you so
much. I miss your laugh, your smile, your silly faces, your hugs
and kisses. I miss everything about you. I know you see me now
and you see how much I miss you. I just hope you know how
much I loved you and how much I still love you. I hope
you're having fun up there. I'll see you one day.
I miss you Pawpaw.
Rest In Peace.
1942-2012
♥