& I've decided that I cannot die yet. There are so many

& I've decided that I cannot die yet. There are so many things I still want to do. I don't mean this in a "life is precious, don't throw it away too early" sort of way. I mean this in a "I'm going to save money so when I turn 18 I can do these things so I don't have to stay on this earth an extra minute" sort of way.