It hurts when you are hearing non-stop rumors
about yourself...
...from someone you once called a friend
I can take things well, I'm not one to get too upset by drama and various everyday problems...
...but now I'm drowning
DROWNING.
In the dark, un-welcoming abyss.
I'm in a pit of darkness, screaming for help
Yet, what do I hear?
A b s o l u t e l y N o t h i n g
I sit here and wonder...
I wonder why...
Why do I feel so alone...
Why am I drowning?
Then it all became clear!
I don't let people in easily...
I've always wondered why I don't, now I know why...
...Once I let someone in, I always get hurt
HURT.
The worst emotion possible to experience
You can feel hurt in many ways
Emotionally, physically....
I've hurt many times, and I've gotten out of it eventually each time
Now.
I
Am
Trapped.
TRAPPED.
Trapped inside my inner self
Trapped inside these emotions I can't escape
No matter what I do, nothing works and nothing helps.
I've started to feel like a nothing lately...
Dragging my unhappy, lifeless self around 24/7 with no happiness
I've silently screamed for help, but nobody has heard me...
...maybe if I do one more time, someone will care
Nope?
Nobody?
Why am I not surprised...
-Jamie Meyers
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