I've just had a rude awakening.. I just lost the person who

I've just had a rude awakening.. I just lost the person who was always there for me and had my back because i slipped ack into one of my worst habbits. Time for me to cut the crap so I can get her back. I chose one of the worst times to do this too... It was a point where I really needed her.. I know your reading this love and I want you to know im sorry and ill never let you down again, ill do whatever I can to get you back..