"i feel dead inside. no something worse than death. i am

"i feel dead inside. no something worse than death. i am still a child, a child trying to find a place in this world. i have so many unanswered questions, questions i feel but can’t even begin to speak because there are no words to express them. something is missing. why do i feel unwanted? why do i feel i have no right to exist? why do i spend more time wanting to end my life than live it?"