She told me to be safe. What does that even mean?

Its hard to stay safe. The worst part is I'm the biggest danger to myself

Exactly.

It means to not hurt yourself in any single way. And to get out of the way if a car is coming towards you. Alright?

Then I don't want to be safe.

I think by now you should know that it's not about what you want.

Riiight...I had forgotten. NOT. I'm just a selfish jerk. Sorry.

Well yes...being selfish is part of the fall, I think. But you're not a jerk. You're just broken. And though there may be aspects of that where you are to blame, the whole is not your fault. And you can recover. And you will.

*headdesk* Why are you so amazing?

I'm not. You are. That's why you should be safe. Okay?

Okay.