Sliding sharpened blades across your skin, Because it always

Are you aware of how triggering your quotes are?

Yeah

Have you thought of the people who are in recovery who come to this website for "funny and inspirational quotes"?

So then dont read the ones tagged selfharm.

#TrueStory

have you tried other ways of coping?

Yeah lol but they usually end up with me being reallllly drunk or realllly high, or reallllly near death. so cuts dont matter anymore

You tried music, or making art?

mhmmm, drawing used to work, bt now i just know how bad i am at it and it makes it worse. and writting i dont like how i write anymore so yeah. And music usually triggers it first

how many sucide attempts have you made? and how many have you followed through on?

72. followed through on? Those are like the times i almost like got it. >.< so i mean i followed them

like if you tried overdosing you took the amount that you thought would kill you? every time you follow through the more you yourself up

Yeah i took bottles of pills, i jumped off of a roof, i jumped off of a bridge, i walked infront of a train, i jumped into traffic, i flipped my car, i lit myself on fire, i handcuffed myself and jumped in the pool, i put a loaded gun in my mouth pulled the trigger and it wasnt loaded right. anything. im just here. I know lol but i dont care anymore >.<

You know what that means? That means That you are meant to be here. You are meant to be on this earth and you should stay

art is never bad when made in a emotional state