& Throughout the past three years, it seems I've finally gotten

& Throughout the past three years, it seems I've finally gotten emotions. I've learned how to cry. I've learned how to be scared. I've learned how to feel guilty. Oh gosh. The guilt is the worst. Guilty about being a b*tch to good people. Guilty about being selfish. Guilty about being a bad friend, child, person. Guilty for growing up too fast. The guilt is ultimately what's going to pull the trigger.