I feel like I am constantly being made fun of behind my back.
I'm so paranoid. I care way too much about people who don't
care about me, and I waste my time worrying about others. I let
stupid girls who are supposed to be my 'friends' get in the
way of what really matters but I can't help it. I have nobody
to talk to because I am ashamed of how I feel at the moment. I
don't want to grow up or carry on. It makes me sound really
depressed and sad but it just seems so much more peaceful and
easier to give up but I know I can't and I won't. My mum
always asks if i'm okay and she's worried about me but I
don't want to worry her because I can't even put my
feelings into words. It's like i'm sad and lonely but yet
happy in my own little world. I like my own company, and I
can't be bothered to put up with any annoying people who are
supposed to be my friends.
Best of luck to you, and if you ever need to talk to a stranger, I'm here. ^-^