I've been slipping deeper lately.
Deeper into my thoughts, into this
emptiness, into the
nothingness.
I haven't been happy in a long time, I'm forgetting what
it feels like.
Just when I thought no one was there for me, and I was all on my
own, it started to rain.
I asked God once upon a time to make it rain whenever I was
feeling sad, lonely, or all on my own, because it's my
favorite type of weather and always seems to make me seem a
little happier.
It's been raining for three days now.
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