I don't think you guys will even read this or give me any

I don't think you guys will even read this or give me any feedback but yea. I need to get this out. . . . .

Seriously!

If you were a true friend like you sat here and told me you would stand by me no matter what. You wouldn't care about my past with someone. You would just care if I was happy or not. Forget the fact that she hurt me bad. She has changed! You guys don't know her like I do. I'm the one who is in love with her! Way to stick beside me no matter what! Forget everything. I thought we were supposed to be best friends and sisters. But now i'm annoyed. She is my true love. She is the one I want to be with one day again. I'm sorry if you don't like it. But to hang up and not text me at all because of you not liking that I will be with her again is just downright wrong. I'm sorry that I tend to love the people who hurt me the most. If she didn't love me she wouldn't be coming to live here soon and she wouldn't have sent me the ring that I just got. And the random roses at school because I was having a terrible day. What is ment to be will happen. No matter if you approve or not. Just sit back and think. You not approving and not talking to me isn't going to change my feelings for her or my choice of being with her again eventually. It just annoys me. I will do what I want. And if I do get hurt again? Well then it isn't meant to be. But I know I won't. Just let me be happy!

Sorry for venting guys. I just needed an out. Love you all!