that Awkward Moment when your friends call out to your Ex and

that Awkward Moment when your friends call out to your Ex and you automatically become interested in that tree over there...
And then that Awkward Moment gets just that much worse when they call him over.
And you tell yourself "It's Fine." but its not fine at all.
Because you have been Successfully Avoiding him up to this point. But now thats all shot to h.ell
So you look up at the sky and try Not to Think about how much you hate him
And how you just want to look at him and scream and yell and cry Because the floor just swallowed you up and now everyone is Pretending you're not there.
In this time fragment you do Not Exist.
And that just makes you madder.
Only you know its not worth it.
He's not worth it. Not at all.
Anyone who could do that to a person and not feel a thing isn'tworth the dirt you walk on.
So you look down at your phone and wish he'd just leave already.
You try not to listen to their inside jokes, but its hard cause they're right next to you.
You know he doesn't deserve you.
You know you don't need him and you know you're far better off without him.
The Sad Part?
He's so much better off without you too.
Because even though he lied to you, Used you, toyed with you, and broke you,
He just doesn't care. at. all.
And this isn't a movie Hannah Montana.
It's a Book.
An Autobiography.
So when he finally leaves, You turn to your friends and ask them why the h.ell they did that.
They pretend to not know what your talking about.
So you just suck it up and leave.
Thinking to yourself "hunny I am so Proud of you.
You kept your head and decided to save your Fire for someone who's worth it.
You shut up and listened to your brain for once.
You're gonna be just fine."
And this time,
>>>>You know it's True.