Love Quote #6761869
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Alexander I just want you back, honestly and truely just come

Alexander
I just want you back, honestly and truely just come the hell back. I can't get used to this pain. I stare at your pictures and i realize you will never smile again, you will never breathe again, you can't come hug me when i'm crying, you can't type a simple hello into the chat bar. Never will i see your eye, never will i hold your hand, the only way i can lay with you is if i lay on your grave. This wasn't suppose to happen to us, we were suppose to be something. Why did this happen? Why couldn't you just have gotten better? I paryed to a god that i don't believe one ounce about for 3 months and i never stopped never once. Why are you gone? Alex i need you so much it hurts. I curl up into a ball when  i get home and i don't leave that position. Ronnie has to baby sit me because all i want to do is take this pain away. I cut your name into my thighs about 80 times, and on my am and on my stomach, they say it gets easier but i don't see this pain fading, just come back. Tell me it was all a joke, Show up in a closet, Call me love, Say hello, anything... Alex i will take anything :s Please please i would do anything just to have you back :s 2 long weeks without you :s it will never get easier.

 

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swimswim98 1 decade ago
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i'm seriously sitting here bawling. If i had any advice to give, i would gladly give it, but the best i can do is try to understand how tough it must be and be empathetic. You're a really amazing guy. Such an inspiration, and you teach me to keep living no matter what life throws at you. I have so much respect for you, sharing your life. I hope nothing but the best for you. <3
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StaayStroong 1 decade ago
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I'm so sorry about it all. x
I wise man once said:
Deep down i know that one day,
I want to look back,
Back on the scars,
The abuse,
The death,
The pain,
Even the happiness.
I want to stare into the distance,
A peaceful mind,
I want to smile and say

"I made it."

You should listen to your own advise. I know it's hard, but you're a strong person. I know you said that you don't believe in Heaven and stuff, but even then, he's in a better place now. And he's looking down upon you just as you're looking up at him. Stay strong x
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JustAnotherWittyGuy18 1 decade ago
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I was like hey.. i made that quote... I'm not wise i just try to be inspirational, thank you :3 its just hard to lose him, he was my everything
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StaayStroong 1 decade ago
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Your welcome. And I'm not going to pretend to know how you feel, because I've never really lost someone that I feel so strongly about. Just remember, there will always be a happy ending, if you're not happy then it's not the end. You should know, I'm reaalllllyy bad at comforting people, but if there is anything you need you can come to me. *virtual hug* *rubs back* *wipes tears* xx
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Hi_Im_Sam 1 decade ago
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*hugs* I'm so sorry for your loss.. I understand it is hard but Alex is in a better place now Heaven has gained another angel and that angel is watching over you and he wants you to be happy not happy that he's gone but you will come to terms with it and you will find someone else who makes you as happy as he did. Alex will always be in your heart and you will always be in his and one day you will get to see him again. One day just not yet okay?
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JustAnotherWittyGuy18 1 decade ago
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*hugs back* I don't believe in Heaven and stuff, but he did so i hope that its real. Thank you for saying all of that it , just stings a bit, or hurts a lot he just shouldnt like be dead
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Hi_Im_Sam 1 decade ago
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Its okay and I understand that it hurts and you will feel lost without him for a while but it will feel better you will cone to terms with it and if you ever need to talk then I am here for you okay?
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JustAnotherWittyGuy18 1 decade ago
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Thank you sam, it means a lot to me that you care about me in any way at all
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Hi_Im_Sam 1 decade ago
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its okay and I do care I care a lot, and Im not just saying it any time you want to talk about anything at all just comment on my profile and I will listen and try to help x
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Clockwork 1 decade ago
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*virtual hug* If you ever want to talk, there are heaps of people who are willing to listen :/
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luv4ever57 1 decade ago
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Listen, you will always hurt. But you have to accept that everything happens for a reason, and this is included in that rule. You will still live. And Alexander will live, too. Maybe not physically. But he is still as alive as ever. he left a mark on your life that you will never get rid of. And that's good. Nothing lasts forever, to be honest. Forever is a lie. But memories stay alive. As will Alex. I promise. You can't try to forget that he's gone. You just have to keep living.
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moll :)* 1 decade ago
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I'm so sorry for your loss</3
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RadioCatastrophe 1 decade ago
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The pain doesn't fade. You can forget about that one. But, it does get easier. It gets easier because as time goes on you learn to just be happy that the person touched your life in the way they had and you see times where they would have suffered and been hurt and you can be happy they didn't have to go through it too. It just takes time man.
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sheyannadawn72* 1 decade ago
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im just gonna go sit in a corner and cry now. omfg :'c
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posted May 18, 2013 at 2:28pm UTC tagged with love, comeback, iloveyou, loss, pain, imissyou, begging, alexander, justanotherwittyguy18, babywaby, friendship