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Chapter 46: "Nick. It's Becca. I miss you and I want

Chapter 46:
"Nick. It's Becca. I miss you and I want you back. I'm done with Harry.I was stupid to ever leave you. I'm sorry. I'm in America and I want to see you again. Please call me back.I'll be at the Courtyard Mariot in Massachusetts by where we used to live. I love you." I choked back tears and the bile that rose in my mouth as I left the message.
I just want to go home. Why does he have to be such a d**k? Theres nothing amazing about me. Why is he so attatched? Im not anything special. Just a plain girl thats basically being blackmailed by her ex to get her best friend back. Great. F**king great.
I layed down on my bed and cried. And cried. And cried some more. "F**k what am I getting myself into?" I screamed into my pillow.
**THE NEXT MORNING**
I woke up and took a long shower to calm myself and get ready for today. Nick called me back last night and said he wanted to see me and that he missed and loved me too. Needless to say I was going to meet him at his house at 10:00.
I looked at the clock. 9:45. "S**t" I muttered and left the hotel.
Even though he only lives down the block I left early so I could go over my lines and prepare myself for what was about to happen.
I got to his house with 5 minutes to spare. My plan was to get there early and try to get him to hate me by acting more clingy than he was. Damn this'll be hard.
I knocked and he opened the door immediately. Well... he's gotten hotter. And creepier. Was all I could think when I saw him smile. For a second I saw a flash of the old Nick. The one that was always nice to me and was really sweet. Then I saw his greedy side come out and I mentally flinched when he grapped my hand. But on the outside I looked like I was basically swooning over the touch. Man I should be a f**king actress.
"Baby. Mmm I have missed you so much." He looked me up and down and I blushed. Not purposefully.
When he started to change I would notice the hungry look in his eye that showed he only wanted me because he thought it would be easy to get in my pants. And at the time I was the chubby person who was elated to get any kind of attention from a guy and he took advantage of me beyond belief.
No-one knew about that. All Harry knew was that I broke my hymen between gymnastics and softball. What he didnt know was that Nick took it. I didn't want anyone to know because I was embarressed and scared of what people would think.
"I've missed you too babe." I batted my eyelashes and tried to remember anything that was good about him to make this whole flirting situation easier.
He dragged me into his house and pushed me against the wall.
Please make it stop.
Pretend its Harry, Becca. You need to convince him that you love him and get him to trust you.

I moaned and he smirked, walking us back to his room.
**3 months later (journal entries)**
I cry everynight after he falls asleep. He is the heaviest sleeper I knew other than Niall and he wouldnt wake up if he heard me.
This whole time I've been in pain. He isn't sweet or gentil about it like Harry used to be. He always hits me when I talk back. After a week of staying with him he decided that I was being good and he sent Alyssa back and told her to tell the boys that if they ever tried to come after me then he'd kill me.
I haven't left the house since. I'm too afraid to try. I know he'd catch me and he'd hurt me again.
I once tried to sit on the porch and he saw me open the door and I'll just say that I've never tried to even go near the door since.
I try to act like a good little girl and I am 99% of the time. But sometimes I slip and he lashes out.
I miss my family so much. I miss Harry. I miss the boys. I miss Alyssa.
I know I'll probably never see them again. And it tears me apart everyday.

**2 months later (journal entry)**
Today he finally let me outside. I didn't try anything though. I'll wait till he completely trusts me before I try. I'm getting close. I'm coming Harry.
**2 weeks later (journal entry)**
Today he said he trusted me to go outside and lay in the yard without him being there. I'm not going to ruin this plan. I'll be good today too. But trust me. I'm not staying any longer than I have to.
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Heey guys I know it's been a while but I've been busy and some stuff has gone down but I'm going to try to finish the story soon:) sorry about the swears and sad stuff but its gonna start to show up a little bit more... ENJOY!:)

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posted May 25, 2013 at 1:01pm UTC tagged with sad, themanwhocantbemoved, kindascary, story

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