Him. You guys randomly start
talking one day. He compliments you and tells you you're
pretty and cute. He asks you about your past relationships and
you as him about his. When you tell him you've been hurt
multiple times, he tells you that all those guys are all jerks
and stupid for letting a girl like you go. You then start to tell
him some more stories about your past and he tells you his. You
start flirting and so does he. You text everyday. You have deep,
late night conversations. He always has something to say and he
stays up late just to talk to you. Whenever you get a message
from him, you cannot stop smiling. You are convinced he is the
closest thing to perfection. When you hang out with him, you feel
magnetic to him. Like something is pulling you towards him. He
soon knows your deepest darkest secrets, and you know his. You
tell your friends what an incredible and amazing guy he is. Soon
he confesses his interest in you, you tell him the feeling is
mutual. You hang out more and more. You talk more and more. You
are so happy. Things are perfect. But one day, he stops texting
you first. When you talk, you start the conversations. Things
changed and you don't understand what happened. He stops
putting effort into talking to you and doesn't talk to you
like he used to. You become protective and clingy and you
don't want any other girl in the picture. You ask him is
everything is okay and he tells you everything is fine. You start
to think maybe he's mad at you for something you did but he
assures you that everything's alright and you need to relax.
He tells you he has just been busy. He's still
"busy" all the time and he doesn't even try to talk
to you. Now every time you talk to him it becomes an arguement.
You get scared that you are being annoying so you don't text
him first anymore. Months pass, and you don't talk at all.
You never know what happened from his point of view. Because of
him, every day and night you're hurt and upset. You don't
know what went wrong. Your friends tell you he's a jerk and
to forget him because he doesn't deserve you. But you
can't listen to them, you're already attatched to him.
You miss the old person he used to be and don't even know who
he has changed into. Now he has a new girl in his life. He's
calling her cute names and telling her she's beautiful.
Telling her everything he told you. He tells her everything
you've heard before. He seems completely fine without you. He
has someone else to talk to every day and night. You refuse to
believed he played you, but it's true. You're still hurt
and he has already moved on. You're still sad and cry
everynight thinking about him. Everything reminds you of him.
You can't go a day without thinking about him. You
can't forget about him. You secretly hope that one day he
will start talking to you again and you guys will pick up where
you left off but you also know that will never happen. You
compare every guy you now meet with him. He's already
forgotten about you but you're still in love. Sound
familiar?
---Tumblrrr