i thought was in love and i thought he loved me two but apperently

i thought was in love and i thought he loved me two but apperently he didnt he just didnt want to break my heart............ but it was too late cuz it was broken when i first felt like he was keeping something from me and i was right. he healed my heart from the last guy but then he reopened the wounds except this time it hurt even worse cuz i actually loved him. :[