I want
everyone to know my story before they judge.
Please read.
Please read.
I dated this guy for a year and two months. We broke up a week ago.
I loved him. I cared so much about him and he just left me in the dark to be eaten away by depression. He was my everything. I gave up everything just to be with him. Including my friends. Here, right now, I'm alone, only talking to one girl that I haven't said a word to in a year. I'm thankful for her and blessed to have her. I know that I don't deserve to have my friends' sympathy for what I have done, but haven't you been blinded by someone before? Fooled by what they have done? They always told me to leave Kyle. I never listened. I always thought that they just wanted him for themselves. I wish I had listened.
I gave him everything. I gave him all of my attention and love when he didn't deserve crap. He's worthless.
He began to cheat on me when we were dating for about 3 months. I forgave him because it was just flirting and texting. It happened again a month later with one of my best friends. that hurt, a lot. So I started to put my walls up, I started to worry and ask him not to text girls, because I knew that all he'd do was flirt. He said he wouldn't, but you can already guess what he did. A few months ago right before our one year anniversary he actually cheated again, with an Alyssa girl he met on Instagram. That hurt as well. I read those messages. He killed me that day. Ever since then, I haven't been able to feel anything. I feel so worthless, like I'm nothing. He's told me plenty of times that I am, so why wouldn't I be?
After we broke up, of course I tried to get him back. He gave me a chance. Then I find out that he started dating another girl the same day, after he was calling me beautiful and saying how much he cared about me. The next day, I woke up feeling like total crap. He tried to cheer me up by saying that he wasn't hanging out with his new girlfriend because me, his "beautiful and strong" ex-girlfriend, was hurt. Badly. I remember those words by heart. You know, I even tried telling his new girlfriend about that, so that she wouldn't get hurt the way that I did. She brought up to Kyle that he had cheated on me a lot and that she didn't trust him, so Kyle said that I was just "seeking attention" and called me a "pyscho". That's when I found out that during our entire relationship, he was cheating on me with her.
That stung.
I sit here, alone, telling everyone my story so that no one goes through what I went through. People will fool you and do everything to get what they want. They'll make you think that they care and love for you, but they really don't. They just want something. Attention.
Now listen, I'm not saying that every guy is a piece of scum like him, but there are guys like him. Please girls, just keep your guard up. It's for your own good.
Sincerely,
Broken
Broken
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Alyssa Elton*
1 decade ago
One day, that guy will realize that he made a huge mistake. And when that day comes, don't take him back. You deserve BETTER than him. You're not alone. You have us :) And try telling your friends about how you feel and tell them how much you need them right now. It's not that you were never enough for him. He was never enough for you. Stop crying, stop thinking about him, get up, go out and make some memories. He's obviously not worth dreading over. In the future, PLEASE tell me how you're doing because I've been hurt like this before. But I promise it'll get better. :)
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daddygrl40
1 decade ago
thank you :). I'll make sure to remember that. It's just like, it still hurts because the thought of someone doing that to someone else reallyy hurts me just 'cause like, that's horrible!But I'll make sure to let you know how I'm doing. Right now, that was more of a vent :)
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