My mom was right.
She's always been right. Why didn't
I listen? She told me that having friends
over the internet would hurt me. I guess I didn't believe it.
Over the past year, I've made so many wonderful friends on
here. I've also lost some of those wonderful people because I
suck. I never really had friends outside of witty. And I still
don't. But never before was I made fun of it. But lately,
that's all I hear. "YOU HAVE NO FRIENDS. NO ONE LIKES
YOU. YOUR ONLY FRIENDS ARE FROM THAT STUPID WEBSITE, WITTY."
Yeah, that's what I live with at home. Sorry that people
don't like me. Sorry I'm extremely unlikable. Why
didn't anyone warn me that this would hurt so bad? The
realization that I have no real friends is actually killing me. I
feel so empty. So alone. So hurt. I just don't know what to
do anymore. And the worst part? I'm losing a lot of my
internet friends, too. But I can understand. I wouldn't wanna
be my friend, if I were you. It's my fault. It's all my
fault. It always has been. I'm just blind.I don't wanna
get hurt anymore.I'll push you away.That's what i
do...
& Internet friends can be real too.But that's rare.I have been addicted to the internet for a very long time and I have a lot of friends that we talk all the time but my only REAL friend is one I met in stardoll.and then I recommended witty to her andmaybve we don't talk so much but I love her to bits and I am sure she loves me too.
But as I said it is rare and difficult to find.It is almost impossible.
You are just disappointed one day you'l find real friends and you will understand.I am not sure If I have some either (besides that internet one of mine) but I will keep searching and one day I'll find one.I am sure about that.Just keep trying ♥
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