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I just realized I have 100 followers exactly. Aw. I love you

  I just realized I have
  100 followers exactly. Aw. I love you guys.

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DawnRaven 1 decade ago

I'm going to ruin that by following you. :P

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posted July 9, 2013 at 11:29pm UTC tagged with thankyou, aw, story

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THIS IS GOING TO BE PRETTY PERSONAL-SORRY This is somewhat an "about me" post I've been dealing with self harm since eighth grade-I'm a senior now. Diagnosed with major depression disorder and severe social anxiety in December 2011 and put on medication. Hospitalized for telling my mom and therapist I was afraid I would kill myself January 10th, 2012 for a week. In the hospital again January 29th, 2012 to get staples in my arm. Hospitalized again March 27th, 2012 for bringing a razor to school and cutting too deep. Had to get my arm glued at the doctor; then in a psychiatric hospital for 2 weeks. Cut too deep again July 17th, 2012 but I was too afraid to tell my parents so I superglued it shut.The last time I self harmed was October 16th, 2012. This has been the hardest time of my life. I think about hurting myself every day, even if I'm not sad. People think hurting yourself is dumb and they don't understand it. But you become addicted to the pain. I miss it a lot. I'm still on medication, and I actually feel kinda fine. But I always want to hurt myself. After all this time. I feel like the urges will never go away and I know I'll eventually give in again. Thanks if you read this. I just needed to type this to remind myself what I've been through and how strong I really am.
What if medication can't even make me feel better anymore? What am I supposed to do now?

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