I used to live in a world where I couldn’t wait to go to

I used to live in a world where I couldn’t wait to go to sleep because my dreams were better than my reality.  Everything around me while I was awake was terrifying.  Eventually those fears moved into my dreams, and now I can’t fall asleep at night.  My dreams are haunting and terrifyingly vivid.  Everything I’m scared of has seeped into my dreams and now I’m just scared to live.