i hate that I'm so
insecure.
I hate that I'm a mess.
I hate that I'm a cutter.
I hate my life.
I hate that I don't have "real" friends.
I hate my fears.
I hate that I'm so fragile.
I hate that everyone thinks I'm the strongest girl.
I hate my body.
I hate that I love you so much.
I hate to miss you.
I hate that I need you more than you need me.
I hate that I had to write this to feel
better.
But most of all I hate
myself.
And
I'm so tired of all this hate :\
I just want to be happy ... is that too much to ask for
??