I use to be best friends with Becky, since second grade when

I use to be best friends with Becky, since second grade when I was the new kid. As soon as we started talking, I knew we'd be friends for a looong time. Last year, towards the end of school, she said we couldn't be friends any more, that she didn't even like hanging out with me. Now ill be starting 9th grade without her. As much as she hurt me, I still want to be friends again but I know if I do, she'll just ditch me again. I don't think I'll be able to go through the last four years of school watch her act like seven years of friendship meant nothing to her. Now when I hear our song, the one we had all those years, I make myself listen to it, even though it kills me inside, at least it makes be feel like we're still connected. I just hope deep down it hurts her like it hurts me.