My story year 6: Okay so first off, it started off great but

My story year 6:  Okay so first off,  it started off great but half way through the year my teacher started to treat me like a dog... I felt worthless, other people also treat me like a piece of white trash... I was isolated for nothing... Also my no.1 enemy, Elliot was my teachers favourite despite torturing and bullying everyone in sight..... I started to become suicidal once more also hom!c!dal... I started having problems I'd rather not mention... I kept falling I. Love with different people and one day Elliot discovered a secret about my s3xu4lly, I'm bi, hi! Any who he to,d everyone, and made fun for it, I was soo embarrassed I wanted to die! But it didn't stop their, I started feeling pushed around, like a slave! I started getting paranoid because my old buddy, Megan started too turn into a sl//t, Katy had a boyfriend and then they broke up, then Megan dated Katy's boyfriend, which Katy didnt mind! After that Megan started been rude to everyone we passed on the way home! Me one day we got into a large arguement and Megan charged at me and I grabbed her hair and she screamed mbl00dy murder! Although the year I was called selfish, a bully, inconsiderate, mean, ect... I was also bullied online, you know the usually retorts to depressed girls who are psychopathic!and up other stuff.. On YouTube a guy told me 'cut deeper f4gg0t"#39; yeah..thanks to that guy! Any who I was a big metal head/emo/punk which my parent thought was goth, sorry mum and dad I'm a gothic plunks emo kid, hey! Well okay I'm Eloise but mainly scene! I loved (and still do) mcr, bvb, 3dg, bb, Amy lee, simple plan, linkin park and a few other singers and bands. I wasn't into Justin Bieber or 1D or anything like that and I spent all my time alone and still do now! I had a few problems and started to cut myself! My mum noticed and took me too the doctor, I told her the main reasons why, too get out hatred and too free myself from the burning hatred inside of me which hurt a lot... It worked but, I was left with one scar for life, I cut it in the same place 9 times and also cut other places, but they didn't make any marks, thank god! I only told my friends about the cutting, so I scared them... Sorry guys, oh and by the way my friends were: Katy, Alicja, Klaudia and Natalie! 3/4 a way through the year Megan and Natalie came over too mine too hang out, me and Megan played truth or dare, it got outta hand and it got sexual and nasty, it embarrassed me soo much...  Let's just say Megan has seen places on my body YOU may never see! ;( she told Alicja, the one person I would die not to know about it, I told Katy because I knew Katy wouldn't judge me and she wouldn't go on at me about it, but with Alicja I was scared because at the time I loved her! Soo.. Yeah.. You will know how that feels, maybe!

year 7:
I finally found where I belong... I'm happy now!
Year 8:
This year is mow, I'm 13 and happy, smiling, still depressed with a few problems but happy never the less.... I am still extremely haunting, angry and revenge hungry but best not to hold a grudge... I'm still extremely insecure but nevermind!