The worst type of crying is the silent one. The one when
everyone is asleep. The one where you feel it in your throat, and
your eyes become blurry from the tears. The one where you just
want to scream. The
one where you have to hold your breath and grab your stomach to
keep quiet. The one where you can't breathe anymore. The one
when you realize the person that meant the most to you, is
gone.