Dear old friendship, I don't think you know how much I miss
Dear old friendship,
I don't think you know how much I miss you. Sometimes you
made me feel like really bad about myself, but you were
always there. Since I was 11 you were my best friend and
these past two years have been horrible and I miss you a
I could text you right now but I know it wouldn't be the
same because you hate me. I screwed it up- like I screwed up
Our friendship was amazing. We were so close. If we had a
whole couch we would still choose to sit right next to each
other. It wasn't weird to sit in each others laps. Or
even kiss each other on the cheek (you did that
We were true best friends.
I look back and try to smile on the memories but I miss
hugging my best friend. I miss calling you my best
We didn't have to ask each other to hang out, we simply
told each other we were on the way. Staying at each
other's houses for weeks on end was nothing unnormal
because we would have lived together we had the chance.
Our friendship was pure and got tainted with all the horrible
things we had to go through. We destroyed ourselves and in
the mix of it, destroyed our friendship too.
I had new friends now, and so do you. But it will never be
You can't replace a friendship like ours was. People
thought we were a couple because we were so close. We did
everything together- I couldn't leave without bring you
So now I'm sitting here getting all nostalgic because
when I remember what it was like, I miss it.