Dear friend,
In school we've been talking a lot about our futures. I
guess since I'm a sophmore now, and our futures are so
soon, they want us to get serious about it. Which I am very
serious about it.
It's just recently I've changed my mind on what I
wanted to be. For awhile I was just going to be a
cosmetoligist because it was less school and a easy job. But
I realized that I wanted a real career and a real life for
myself so I turned to the one thing I love- music.
Now don't get me wrong when I tell you what I want to be.
I don't want to be in a band- that's not it. I want
to work at a pop-punk record label. Whether I be working in
the mixing table, the person who finds new bands, or promotes
current bands. I just want to be in the music industry
somehow. And since it's so vast, there's many
opitions.
The problem with having so many opitions is that I never know
which one to choose. So I just decided I'd major in
business- go to community college in New York for the first
year, then finish up in California. Since I want to move to
California anyway, it'd make since. The year I was in New
York, I'd be saving money and straightening everything
out for the big move to Cali.
I take all this seriously because I am trying to figure out
my future. And I think I'm doing pretty good at it so far
for only being a sophmore. The only problem is that my mom
doesn't want me to be that. Everytime I bring up college
she tells me I should be lawyer and that it's her choice.
But it's not her choice and it's not her future- do
you think she understands that though? I hope you anwsered
that no, because if you said yes, your wrong. I guess I'm
just venting about my future because I'm trying to get my
life on track but nobody seems to help or care. It's
frusterating.
Hannah