He
was a broken branch, grafted onto a different family tree.
Adopted. Not because his parents opted for a different
destiny.
He was 3 when he became a mixed drink of one part left alone, and
2 parts tragedy.
Started therapy in 8th grade. Had a personality made of tests and
pills. Lived like the up hills were mountains, and the down hills
were cliffs. 4/5th suicidal. A tidal wave of anti-depressants and
an adolescence being called 'popper'. One part because of
the pills, 99 parts because of the cruelty.
He tried to kill himself in grade 10 when a kid who could still
go home to mom and dad had the audacity to tell him to 'get
over it'. As if depression is something that can be remedied
by any of the contents found in a first aide kit.
To this day he is a stick of TNT lit from both ends. Could
describe to you in detail the way the sky bends and the moments
before its fall.
And despite an army of friends who call him an inspiration, he
remains a conversation piece between people who can't
understand something being drug free has less to do with
addiction and more to do with
sanity.