Ashley you are beautiful and you don't need to end your life you have so much to look forward too life with your parents is only just a small portion of your life you won't have to deal with them in only 4 years... I know it seems like a long time but it will all get better soon...
i still 4 years until i can, i have a pounding headach and i just have everything planned out.. i dont think i can make it.. i feel so dead.. i cut before with a blade but it didnt hurt as much, i then burned them with hot shower water.. im so done with everything its so hard..
I know It's hard, I might not understand but I know. You can always vent to us, and heck, if they treat you this bad?... I hate saying it but why don't you tell someone? leaving.. it could be good for you. I mean it will be. Just that they'll put you in foster care ;-; but you'll be free of them sooner, they treat you terribly you can't just take it :c we need you here.
Fine I just... I want you to stay, you're a huge part of the witty family even if you don't believe it (to me, anyways, and to lyric as well) Do whatever it takes to contain wanting to end your life, four years? it's a long time I know. Who knows, maybe you'll find an escape.
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[deleted]1 decade ago
thanks<3
and foster care is a definate no.. knowing my luck ill get stuck with an even more horrble family.
anyways my dad made a new rule that im not allowed on anything past 10pm, he would unplug the router and stuff so if i dont do it youll know in the morning or ill sneak on i always find a way soo yeah
That's true, foster care us a risky situation, but it doesn't always turn out badly. Your 'bad luck' really has nothing to do with it, you could be adopted by amazing people.... ;-; but as of now, alright :3 just be carefull
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[deleted]1 decade ago
mkay thanks<3, i kind of dont want to now but theres still a strong feeling.
I know It's scary, but if it helps any one of my good friends was is foster care and adopted by really kind people. I just want you to be safe, and I mean from yourself as well. You need a happy environment and you just can't get that where you are now. But in the end, it is completely your choice. And if you decide to go ahead and try what this quote is all about? just realize how much we'll miss you okay. There's so much more, and if things get worse I'll tell you, I'm holding it back because I believe in you, though. You can still fight, and win the battle.
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[deleted]1 decade ago
im reconsidering it.. it'll end up being another attempt cause i fail at everything
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and foster care is a definate no.. knowing my luck ill get stuck with an even more horrble family.
anyways my dad made a new rule that im not allowed on anything past 10pm, he would unplug the router and stuff so if i dont do it youll know in the morning or ill sneak on i always find a way soo yeah
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