I still kinda can't believe it's over. For the past four

I still kinda can't believe it's over. For the past four years, that band has been my world and now they're... gone? I mean, I understand that this is what's best for them as professionals and, more importantly, as a family, but I just... It hurts, y'know? There's this raw ache in my chest that pops up everytime I think of them and the fact that I'll never see them live, never hear V in its entirety, never see new tour videos. Honestly, though, the part that hurts the most is that the fandom will never be united in the excitement of a new announcement again. We have lost the thing that made us a fanily.