Maybe I should cry for help; [Maybe I should kill myself.]

Sandra, you probably think I am the creepiest human being for even being able to find this witty in general and I also know I haven't said a word to you since like.. I don't know sixth grade. If i knew you felt like this I certainly would've attempted to help you even if it was something as small as someone to vent to. As tempting as killing yourself my be an escape from all problems, it's solving a short lived emotion. And the next day, you would feel better but there wouldn't be a next day. You're gorgeous, funny & when you want to be very nice. It would kill me to watch what happened to Colin happen to you to. You're worth it, and I wish you could see it just as much as everybody else can <3