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So today was ok. X and Talked before first period about how I
was" jelly" that he watched the hobbit yeasterdya( nerd
probs) after lunch he sat next to my friend at the picnic table but
that's ok I guess. Its so hard not to be jealous but I think
I'm doing ok cuz its natural. We started talking about hair and
my friend was like OMG feel xs hair its so soft. I was like ya I
know. X gave me a look like half funny half creeper out and asked
me when I had felt it. I responded with saying, remember the
homecingin football game. He blushed a little and it said oh ya but
it was really cute. Anyway in religion we talked a little before
the bell rang. But he came into the room and put his hand half on
my face half on my hair, idk. After religion I always wait for one
of my friends and walk with her to the next class. She told me that
x got really scared about me eating today and that he told her that
she was like a sky kinda to make sure that I eat. She said that was
before religion so maybe that's why he talked to me but
again idk. In bio I walked In to find x sitting on the top of my
desk, which is kinda usual now.we talked but he didn't ask me
about eating, but I he kept looking over at me like he wanted to
say something. As I said today was ok, nothing really big happened
but I feel really guilty now because I don't want him to worry
about me.