have you ever laid in bed and just cried? because you think you're

have you ever laid in bed and just cried?
because you think you're ugly.
because you think you're not good enough for anyone.
you've counted all your flaws from head to toe, making yourself feel worse. cried becasue of all the comments people blurt out, actually hurt? cried because your family is dysfunctional and never understands you. they tell you to stop complaining,that you have it so much better than kids in africa, even though they don't understand your life either,you dont want to feel like an attention seeker,so you bottle everything up.
around friends and family,you've created this lying smile and people believe it. but then at night time, when you're all alone in bed,the girl who everyone thought was always so happy,
is crying her broken heart out.