Maybe i wasn't good enough. Maybe i'll never be enough.

Are you alright? Do you wanna talk about it? xx

The guy i love left me. And now im just alone and i deserve it but god i never expected it

Nah you don't deserve it, it happens to the best of us. Did he give you a reason?

Not really. He just kind of left. and today he was talking to me again, or well he said bye again. and then i messaged him back and he said "who is this?" and i feel like he was my everything and i'm nothing to him.

Well he's a d-ckhead for breaking up with such an amazing guy
Anyways you should try to ask him the reason and take a close note on what he does and stuffs. I'm sure he has a reason and is just scared to say anything. I'm sorry this happened to you you're an amazing guy and you don't deserve to go through all of this sh-t