"He is bad news..."
Chapter 41 (part two)
I walked to my closet and pulled my clothes off. I changed into a
long, oversized t–shirt and washed off all my
make–up. It was late now and I didn’t even study. I
really don’t care now. I did some things in detention but
not all of them. Who gives a damn, really.
I slipped down the blankets and kept my eyes on
the ceiling, afraid with the view of my own body. I
couldn’t keep it a secret for any longer; in three months
everyone would notice. I’m already one month pregnant; in a
month or so I’ll start getting fat and eat like a pig. My
mother will surely notice. Then, after four months, my belly will
become bigger and everyone will understand. I have to tell
someone. And that someone will definitely be Sienna. I knew she
hated me but she wouldn’t deny hearing me out. Whether
she’d believe me or not; that’s her
decision.
My hands lowered until they rested on my belly. A
small tear poured down my cheek as I whispered: “Hey there
little one”. I got a shiver down my back but I continued.
“I’m mommy. You’re probably not meeting daddy
anytime soon”.
I was totally crying now. “But don’t
worry. I’ll take care of you”.
I removed my one hand and wiped my eyes off. I
kept the other on my belly. I stayed up all night, talking to my
baby, being sure I was going insane for sure. I was gonna be a
mother. How, though? I was completely alone; if my parents found
out, they would make me do an abortion or something worse; give
it for adoption. I really don’t know.
All I know is that all this situation is so
f*cked up.
Oh, Everett. I wish you knew.
Chapter 42 (part one)
*Three months later*
I was getting fat. Day by day, I was getting fat
and eating so much. Christmas had passed, along with Thanksgiving
and Halloween; no sign of Everett or Sienna. Whenever I tried to
talk to them, they walked away without letting me say a single
word. It sucked knowing I’m carrying Everett’s child
and him not knowing. I wanted to tell him; I’m not sure
why.
It was January now. I was at school, last period.
Sienna was sitting next to me, pretending she didn’t see
me. I was there, drawing some silly things on my notebook and not
paying attention at all. I was super hungry; I needed to eat.
Damn, being pregnant sucks.
The lesson was over. I saw her standing up. I
panicked. No, we have to talk now. Like, right now. I stood up as
well and grabbed her arm. She turned around and shot me a
glare.
“Wait” I said, weakly.
“What do you want?” she
hissed.
“We need to talk”.
She rolled her eyes. “I don’t have
time for this”.
She began to walk out of the class but I followed
her. “Please, it’s super important!” I begged
her.
“What is it?” she asked,
annoyed.
“Can we…”
“Come to my house around 7 for dinner,
okay? I won’t be giving you any more chances” she
spat out and walked away.
“Thank you” I whispered, watching her
walking away.
I grabbed some books I needed for tomorrow and
walked out of the school, happy. I could talk to her. I could
finally talked to her. I didn’t care if she wasn’t
gonna believe me; I would say the truth and that’s a
relief. She would finally know. I was sure she wasn’t gonna
like it cause I lied to her but oh well, at least I didn’t
cheat on her with her ex boyfriend, that would be totally
worse.
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