I know sometimes we all may feel walked on, put
down, etc. but people can only get you down to as bad as you want
to feel. In the creator's eyes your appearance is nothing, but
what's in your heart is what matters. When you feel
insignificant remember you are IMPORTANT to your heavenly father no
matter how small someone can make you feel(Just remember the
problem is within themselves if they can only see the
faults in people). Of course we all love to wear makeup, nice
clothes, etc. but don't let all that be your priority or a mask
because in the end all of our earthly possessions will be worth
nothing, but our relationship with our father will be worth more
than you will ever imagine. You were fearfully and wonderfully made
by a man that ONLY creates beauty. Feeling put down or abandon by
someone close to you hurts no matter what, and will probably leave
you with a great deal of resentment in your heart. You cannot let
that resentment consume you, forgiveness will take a weight off
your shoulders. I struggle with this very, very much but I learned
to just let it go because it's not worth it. Really if I just
focused on that resentment it will take my eyes off of the Lord.
When I fix my eyes on all the Lord, all my doubts and problems grow
strangely dim( Had to quote this song that just came on my
Pandora). The Lord may let you bend, but he will not let you break.
In my darkest days, he was my only light and he still is all I
have. I really hope I can help someone else realize that.
(1 Samuel 16:7- God looks at your Heart! But the LORD said to
Samuel, "Do not look at his appearance or at the height of his
stature, because I have rejected him; for God sees not as man sees,
for man looks at the outward appearance, but the LORD looks at the
heart.")