I know I'm not the only one who
doesn't want that perfect relationship.
I want to fight, I want to yell and not talk
to them for a few hours and realize how much
I actually love and miss talking to them.
I want to be weird and be able to make a mess
while I eat with him and I want to be able to
act like myself in public and him just go along with
it. The only relationship I have ever been in involved
him cheating on me and me having to fake who I was
when I was with him in public. So to have someone
who is proud to have me and show me off, and all
my weirdness and embrace it, would be amazing.