Why is it that I'm not happy with who I am; have a constant
feeling of sadness and loneliness? Is
it my past? Is it something that I have had the misfortune to
inherit? Is it part of growing up? Have I brought it on myself?
I always feel so bad when complaining, I've been given a
life - that is probably being lived incorrectly - yet, here I
am contemplating my entire existence and my relevance on this
planet on a regular basis. I just feel so selfish, you know? I
have so much yet say I have so little whilst there are those
who are more misfortunate than myself. I don't know what I
have, I haven't actually got an actual diagnoses for this
because I feel as if it's not important: a waste of other
peoples time. I like to sustain just that little bit of sanity
that actually resides within me by not giving myself a
self-proclaimed or actual label. As cliche as this may sound I
don't need a tag specifying what type of person I'm
stereotyped to be because it does not define me as a person. I
know this isn't the worst thing to be bestowed upon an
individual and I am one hundred percent aware of that; I know
people have it so much more worse than me and it makes me feel
so selfish because Im scared
I will be judged by others.
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KayleighJean
1 decade ago
I feel the exact same way to be completely honest. I am always apologizing after I vent or complain about something to someone. I always feel as though I should not be complaining when others out there have it far worse. But the truth is, our problems matter too. Just because we may not be starving on the streets or on our death bed, does not mean we are always supposed to live a perfect life. We are human, and humans feel sad sometimes, if not all the time. Humans have problems. No matter how big or how small, every problem matters and it is much better to let it out rather than holding it in. If others judge you, that is their own problem and they need to check themselves. I will always be here if you need anyone to talk to alright?♥
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